New stage in life started. Checklist : new hair (tick), new piercing - nose (tick), first tattoo - frog (tick).
Fourteen year relationship terminated (tick)
What? (I hear you ask)…. why throw away 14 years with someone?
And this is where I have a problem with the language…. I’m not ‘throwing away’, I’ll remember all the good times, yes … they were there but I’m now looking forward to the future.
We grew apart, we both wanted different things. I’ve grown a lot over the last couple of years, the catalyst being the death of my father. A parent dieing lets you know, in a brutal way, that your time on this orb is limited. I thought I was shit scared of death but I know now that’s not it, I’m afraid of not being here, with people, living, laughing and loving.
I am so much a people person, I get on with a good 95% of peeps I reckon so I’m beginning to think another part of the new me, the new reinvention, might be a new career working with people.
Another new thing is I’m gonna start singing and performing solo…. yep….just little old me…on a stage, with a guitar or electronics….singing…being a raconteur…hell..I might even do some comedy…this is the year you see a new me…a happier me…a me who I can love and can be loved by ohers.
I’ll keep y’all posted !